Can you hear, my heart is calling for U :)

I know it's already very late and i am still facing my laptop, my butt also pain, sitting on the floor for so many hours. i was actually doing my mom's work, to earn money :) But i m really tired and missing U, and you talked quite rude to me this morning, after that we are not talking already, because you are sick. :( Don't know why, i feel like you are not putting effort in this thing anymore, the sweetness that you had last time is gone D: Why? Because you already know that i will not leave you no matter what happen? And about ur studies, i m tired and i really hope that you can understand what we do is for you. Its just one year, after this u can do what you want, like working :) I might be a boring person when i talk about studies with u, some more i younger than u for 2years, but i am doing because i love u :) Everyday i wake up in the morning, i will think what are you doing when i am in the school? Do you miss me? I've learnt how to not catch you too tight, 'cause it will make u suffer and u wont like it. There's one time, you angry at me because i am too small gas, and i cried and run out. I thought you would chase out for me, but what you told me was just : I told you that if you really want to go, i will just let you go. I know you are just telling what comes up to ur mind, but some times that just hurt. Will i get back your sweetness in love? I hope so. -ILOVEYOU-