You are the one that i will remember forever...

Its 4.30 am in the morning, wonder why i woke up so late..  hhmmmm, just came back from my hometown, finished my gredgrandma's funeral service... she passed away on Tuesday morning, and we went back right after i took my form 5 books.. When we first reached, i can't believe she was lying there sleeping so peacefully.. I took hours to make myself calm before i see her .. It's really hard to accept when a person you always see and always talk to her, now she left us.. I never cry, until the last day, before they close her coffin, i walked pass her coffin and everytime i looked at her, my heart hurts.. i never want her to go.. When we were sending her to the crematorium, everyone started crying. We burn the hell bank notes as much as we can, never sleep for days just to make sure she will be alright where ever she is right now.. She even kept a gold necklace for me, JUST FOR ME... I cried like a baby after i heard that.. I was so regret that i never accompany her more when she is around, and now i can only look at her picture when i miss her... Sorry gredgrandma.. RIP..