Those time...

We didn't talk for two days already, i know you are still angry at me.. Angry me for leaving u.. I didnt meant to do that, but thats too late to explain.. Called ur hse phone this morning, ur sister said: ur gf find u, and ur reply was so hurt : Who is that? My body was like felling down, reached the floor, it hurts.. After a few minutes, im okay already, at least i can hear ur voice, still so nice. I went Xj hse yesterday, cause i know if i stay at home i will probably doing something stupid, u saw the picture i took with them? U must be thinking : '' hhmmmm broke up with me still so happy, whatever then.. '' I was waiting for ur call, all the time, but my phone is so empty. Ur mom asked me let u chill and not talk to u for few days first, but you are going to camp soon, and i think if before that i didnt talk to you, we wont be talking anymore.. Sorry if i am too annoying. I begged my mom like hell to let me stay at xj hse, but she was so mad and say NO to me. Every night, i hope i can hug someone and cry, and tell him/her how much i miss you.. Last time, when we are in a fight, you will at least give me a text telling me ur feeling, this time, nothing Nothing at all.. You know how i move on this few days? by listening a recording from you, saying that you will love me forever. I DO BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE STILL LOVE ME, RIGHT? :') U created me a song, named baby's song, and i created u a song too, the song name is also baby's song.. Just that mine is in chinese while yours are in english.. I still love yours more, so sweet and lovely.. Im still listening. After together for 1 year and 2months, we don't talk on the phone for one hour anymore, we dont laugh together anymore, we even don't text each other like last time anymore.. Im not blaming you, just myself. Sorry baby.. So sorry. 

-Baby's song-

It's been awhile since i've last did this

But i want you to know that some don't change

That is my love for you

Oh my dear i think im crazy for you

When we first met

I fell for you

You eyes stare

Just make me smile

And whats next its up to fate

But my feeling just go so strong

So baby I love you

Baby would you give me a chance

To prove my love for you

And i am giving it all to you

Baby its a special day

baby will you be with me

through our anniversary

I can tell you that

My dear

I LOVE YOU

U love me singing my baby's song to you, and i always make you sleep with that song :)